I'm not all to wonderful at writing up profiles of myself [Heh...^-^'] So for now, im just going to put random snippits and words that I feel are me. Enjoy!
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Dreamer. Listener. Writer. Reader. Drawer. Laugher. Sleeper. Pessimist. Stubborn. Quiet. Anime Lover. Manga Junkie. Lover of Japanese Culture. Feline. Green. Short. Poke-able. Moody. Rain Faerie. Pyromaniac. Lazy. Distracted.
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Aaaaaaaaaaaaaannnd, that's really all I can think of right now. Gomen!!
But I'll be sure to update my word list as often as I can, soon I might also have my music/like list, ect. TTFN!!
Love; Relationships. What's the point?posted May 22nd 2008, 12:44AM
Mood: Pessimistic
Music: Still Doll - Kanon Wakeshima [Vampire Knight]
Heya, this is my first journal post and yet, at's just gonna be a ton of rambles. To people who are even reading this [[not many I bet]] I'm sorry ahead of time for my angst/emo-ness.
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Love. What's the point? I mean, you "love" someone, confess, and get rejected. Or you go out with them, either fall out of love, get dumped or cheated on. Why even fall in love?
Now, I realize I sound waaaaay emo, but it's how I feel. And Im definetly not gonna say that I'll never fall in love, because truthfully, I think I like somebody, who might like me back. So why am I so emo?
It all started when I went to a new highschool that my step-brother goes to [In September], and I quickly became friends with everyone. And one of my friends Diamond*, likes this guy named Min*, but it turns out Min likes me. For the longest time I felt like such a back-stabbing Bitch, because I knew Diamond liked Min and I tried not to like him, but it just...happened, I think I kindof like him a little to. Then Min asked me to our Semi-Formal and i accepted. Then we went to semi together, blah blah.
It's been a month since then and nothing has happened. My best friend, Susie*, has been the go-between person between me and Min. It seems that Min still likes me, but is confused because Im not doing anything to insinuate that I still like him, but the truth is that Im a little scared of guys. I've had two bad experiences, one guys was my best friend of 10 years, and the other was my abusive step-father.
So, it's not that I don't want to get into a relationship with him, and I know Min won't do anything like that...but, for some reason I still feel a little agitated. And to top it all off, I was talking to my BFF Susie, and I agreed to giving Min a try, so she obviously told him, so what does he do? Nothing, he hasn't done a God Damned thing.
Arrrgg. @.@ All this stressing is giving me pimples.
So back to my main question, why even fall in love?? T-T
~Eternal Misery
*All names are fiction, and not in anyway related to the real people.
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